My husband and I have been married for 10 years. We were older when we met, dated long
distance for a while, and I had a 2-½ year old daughter, so romantic nights out
with roses, wine, and dancing were few and far between. After we were married, we immediately started
the process of adopting Hunter, so we have never really been a couple that
spent a lot of time alone…as a couple.
In the stress of day-to-day living, work, school, raising
daughters and surviving their diagnoses of Reactive Attachment Disorder, Colby
and I didn’t “date” much. Giving
everything to our family didn’t leave much time for romance and our relationship suffered for it.
A couple of years ago, at the urging of our family
therapist, Colby and I started setting aside time for “date night.” In the beginning, we would check our
calendars, make arrangements for a baby-sitter, decide what we wanted to do and
make dinner reservations. In the past,
we would pick a fancy restaurant that featured large slabs of beef and 18-year-old
Scotch, and preferably one that didn’t have a kid’s menu available.
The ground rules of our dates were always very simple…no
talking about our children. Our children
consumed our lives in every way imaginable, so we deserved a break for few
hours from children-focused conversation.
This is much more difficult than it sounds, but it is a little like
meditation…when the discussion wanders off to topics of the children…we bring
it back to focus on us.
Although we try to “date” at least a couple of times a
month, life usually gets in the way and we end up being lucky if we can have a
kid-less night off once a month. Since
moving to Texas 2 ½ months ago, we’ve only had two date nights. The first was a trip to the San Antonio
Riverwalk for sushi. It was a nice date,
but like everything else with this move, nothing was familiar and driving the
50 miles into San Antonio seemed really far.
But, our recent move to Texas was about changing our
lifestyle, slowing down and living a more simplified life. We didn’t need to drive an hour for alone
time, we didn’t need to spend a ton of money to have fun; all we needed to do
was be together. Whether we ate beef and
drank cocktails, went to the movies, or played putt-putt golf, as long as we
were together…and not talking about our children…it’s all that mattered.
Which is why last weekend, I found myself sitting on the
tailgate of Colby’s truck, parked in the middle of our farm while our cattle
grazed nearby, drinking a bottle of wine and watching the sunset. Texas sunsets are spectacular, by the way…and
I found myself enjoying every second of our “date.” When the last bit of color faded in the west,
we drove into Batesville (pop. 1,068) and had dinner. It wasn’t expensive, nor was it fancy, but we
were together. We did talk about our
daughters, but it is hard not to talk about two of the most important people in
our lives. I guess we need to date more
and practice not talking about them!
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